Lost, yesterday, somewhere between Sunrise and Sunset, two golden hours, each set with sixty diamond minutes. No reward is offered, for they are gone forever.
-Horace Mann
As the days are flying by,I am forced to go back memory lanes and remember the days when I was struggling with the frustration which had crept in my life at one point in time.Last year round,at the same time, i was utterly confused and had no clue or direction as to what i wanna do with my life. Not that i know now, but for the time being you can assume that i'll be occupied for the next 2 years. After a tussle between staying in India or going abroad for my masters, the latter won. I did not make the decision overnight - it invloved endless discussions with a dear friend, counselling classes with my chachu, lotsa convincing sessions with parents, sleepless nights..followed by snoring in office...**huff**...all i can do now is **smile** when i think of those days ! I have won a lot many things and lost some of the most dearest of things too during this time frame of 1 year...hmm..lost my confidence when GRE debacle happened,found lotsa courage and strength the very next moment when a friend encouraged me to make the best use of the resources I have at hand and go ahead with applying to univs,lost touch with my dear ones coz i was too busy with mi own things and had no time for any one else,found a brand new meaning to life with new people entering my life ,lost my job(I resigned..hehe) and found an old occupation of being a student..
ahh..I'll stop being nostalgic abt past now..else i wud be sent to "LOST and FOUND" deptt. in a police station..well..so wat else can we do now @ 3 AM?? (Ya..i write blogs at this time of the day only..)
Hmm..shud i think abt whts there in store for me in the coming days? Should the scheduled Visa interview give me pangs?? or should getting an accomodation at Bloomy be my concerns...ahh..how cud i forget the pre-requisite monster which is standing on my head ! Not to forget mounting credit card bills,hassels with flight reservations, dreaded thought of shopping with abs zilch bank balance..
Past brings back sweet and sour memories ; future makes me a lil nervous..So it seems..living in present and njoying last few days in India with friends, family and folks is d best thing to do..
-Horace Mann
As the days are flying by,I am forced to go back memory lanes and remember the days when I was struggling with the frustration which had crept in my life at one point in time.Last year round,at the same time, i was utterly confused and had no clue or direction as to what i wanna do with my life. Not that i know now, but for the time being you can assume that i'll be occupied for the next 2 years. After a tussle between staying in India or going abroad for my masters, the latter won. I did not make the decision overnight - it invloved endless discussions with a dear friend, counselling classes with my chachu, lotsa convincing sessions with parents, sleepless nights..followed by snoring in office...**huff**...all i can do now is **smile** when i think of those days ! I have won a lot many things and lost some of the most dearest of things too during this time frame of 1 year...hmm..lost my confidence when GRE debacle happened,found lotsa courage and strength the very next moment when a friend encouraged me to make the best use of the resources I have at hand and go ahead with applying to univs,lost touch with my dear ones coz i was too busy with mi own things and had no time for any one else,found a brand new meaning to life with new people entering my life ,lost my job(I resigned..hehe) and found an old occupation of being a student..
ahh..I'll stop being nostalgic abt past now..else i wud be sent to "LOST and FOUND" deptt. in a police station..well..so wat else can we do now @ 3 AM?? (Ya..i write blogs at this time of the day only..)
Hmm..shud i think abt whts there in store for me in the coming days? Should the scheduled Visa interview give me pangs?? or should getting an accomodation at Bloomy be my concerns...ahh..how cud i forget the pre-requisite monster which is standing on my head ! Not to forget mounting credit card bills,hassels with flight reservations, dreaded thought of shopping with abs zilch bank balance..
Past brings back sweet and sour memories ; future makes me a lil nervous..So it seems..living in present and njoying last few days in India with friends, family and folks is d best thing to do..
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